omg...

life is just so unpredictable.

once you said it'll last forever,
n u said with so much confidence.

but i guess nothing lasts forever.

be strong.

you are never alone :)

Yup, i'm a dumb girl...
i really am...

and i'm happy being one...
so let me be...
hahaha...

and when i ponder and wonder...
i realise i'm a very hippie person...
whatever love, peace and joy...
it's all so hippie...

and seriously, hippies doesn't get far in life...
because they are too into pursuing love, peace and joy...
but i hope i can be a successful hippie...
a really successful one ;)

要爱惜自己，
才能够爱他人。

爱自己的人，
最惹人爱。

=）

Music is really important to me...

many of them mark the different phases of life i go through...

Just a morning of music that peifen plays on the radio is enough for me take me down my memory lane...
barbie girl
wang zi
wo you wo de young
yes!
ming ming bai bai wo de xin

all sweet sweet memories...

and ya... i wanna go for the singfest 08...
but it's so expensive...
and i'm on the plane then...
sigh sigh...
jason mraz, simple plan, alicia keys, new found glory, panic at the disco...

i must catch at least one gig in europe...
yep i must!!!

i shall stop doubting.
i shall stop comparing.

i shall lead my life.
stop bringing pain to myself.
stop bringing pain to him.
stop bringing pain to the people around me.

much as it's not enough to everybody around me.
it's enough to me.

i'm satisfied.

I think i live in my own little dream.
my own little fairy tale.
where everything is black and white.
where the good guys will be good guys.
and the bad guys will be bad guys.
where the sun always shines and the clouds never hide.

but i live on this small little earth.
one little small dot amongst the many planets in the milky way.
that spins around a pathetic star that gives off heat and light.

and i'm this one little earthling in the small little earth.
who indulges in her small little dream.

the world is grey.
the world is not perfect.
the world has good guys that can be bad guys
and bad guys that can be good guys.

it's a pragmatic place.

the world is anything but my small little dream.
as much as i wanna live in my small little dream.

A little bit of ding zhi yong's voice in the morning gets me ready for the day.
A little bit of der's msgs puts a smile on my face.
A little bit of mcdreamy sends me out of reality.
A little bit of mcflurry makes me fat.
A little bit of jason mraz sets everything straight.
A little bit of westlife puts me at ease.
A little bit of jesse makes me fantasize.
A little bit of dad sends me back to reality.

Xinyi just needs a little bit of many things to be happy.

i feel that i can type better nowadays...

if i keep on playing my games, my tiny little fingers will only get more and more nimble...

sometimes i think, y do q, z, p, w and x always get ignored...
they should be recognised...
they are part of the big family. the big family of alphabets...
without them, many words cannot be formed.

wuzzle, fuzzle, gyrating, czarist, tzarist, quotes, wurm, jutted, jutting...

i'll defeat you one day, ugly monster-like robots....

McFun party, i was invited!

Happy birthday becky!

i recall my mighty chemistry teacher told me before...
our brain works well with oxygen...
we feel tired cos we don't have much of O2 in our brains...

I'm trying to breathe...
breathe in breathe in breathe in...
steal all the available oxygen in the air...

ohh....
i do feel slightly more energetic...

gh here i come!!!!